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Yep. I'm still me. Still sorrowed. Still unsatisfied. Still miserable. But this is the only place I can hide away anymore, and I know no one will find me here. In reality, yes I am hiding. Hiding from the world I find so cold. Where everyone hides the true things they feel , but at night they let all their hatred and their true selves free. I find as time goes on, it gets worse and realize I have no place in this world. Where my friends insult my beliefs and I say nothing because their all I have. I have nothing in this life. No friends, no enemies, only people I met in passing. Is suicide really that funny? Does me having a spot of extreme suffering really bring you pleasure, when you know to me it's no such joke. I have regret and misery about it every fucking day, and you still think me inferior. ..

It's these kind of things that drive me mad. When everything I think is wrong and insulted. I wish I could open their eyes. I wish they would see things as I do. Then again, I wish for a lot of things. I wish for friends. I wish for better social skills. I wish for dream worlds to spring forth and drag me from my reality. I wish for the impossible, because I'm too weak to make it happen. What a miserable world, when all a man can count on is that the few he thinks he can trust, insult all he stands for except him directly.

 I guess I really don't belong here. In this place. In this world. In this life.

 Dear Uncle Death. I'm needing somewhere to live. I was wondering if I could be fortunate enough to stay with you or at least get a ride to somewhere. Thanks

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Tyler Jones
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United States
Current Residence: the middle of nowhere
Favourite genre of music: country/rock
Favourite style of art: traditional
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favourite cartoon character: too many good ones
Personal Quote: this isnt going to end well
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MadArtMan0817 Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :3
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xtlerx Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012
You are very welcome.
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MadArtMan0817 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
^u^
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MadArtMan0817 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :3
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xtlerx Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012
You're very welcome.
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